All-American kid from Christian home became an addict, lived on a couch, then God intervened to save his life
By Mark Ellis, Senior Correspondent for ASSIST News Service
“They
were great parents to me,” says Billy Miller. “I knew the truth of the
gospel. I played sports. I was a great football, baseball player and
basketball player. I had a good childhood,” he recalls.
He
grew up in an affluent neighborhood in Arcadia, California, and later,
Scottsdale, Arizona. Everything looked good on the outside. The family
went to church together on Sundays and Billy attended youth group on
Wednesday nights.
“I
believed in God and I knew there was a God, but I didn’t have a
relationship with him,” Billy admits. “I never prayed. I never read the
Word. I didn’t have a foundation in Christ.”
At
the same time, he was intrigued with the world. “I started to fall into
pornography at 13. I was very addicted to it. It was like a drug. I was
ashamed but I couldn’t quit,” he confesses.
Little
sins led to bigger sins. At 15 he smoked his first cigarette. Then it
was drinking with friends, sometimes after games. “We went out and
partied and played beer pong,” he recalls. “The six pack turned into a
12-pack and that turned into hard alcohol.”
“I
was trying to feel happy by filling the emptiness with alcohol,
pornography and pills. But it was like nothing would satisfy me. It
would satisfy me for a season of time but not a long period of time."
He
found himself sliding deeper into a quagmire, undermining body and
soul. “You do drugs and then the next day you wake up and the high is
gone and you feel worse. I would wonder who I had become.”
Photo
captions: 1) Billy takes a selfie with kids in Romania. 2) Billy in the
center with his parents (left) and Jesus 4 Romania leaders, Darius and
his wife (right). 3) Mark Ellis.
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