Tantalizing clues to David Bowie’s faith in God
By Mark Ellis and Michael Ashcraft, Special to ASSIST News Service
As
his life ebbed away quietly in the grips of end-stage liver cancer,
there were signs the 69-year-old titan of rock and rebellion found peace
with the Creator.
“He
reassessed everything when he was terminally ill a year ago,” a family
friend told the Sun UK. “He concluded there was something greater than
all of us, and that may be some version of what others might call God.
This was probably quite comforting. He certainly wasn’t scared of
death.”
While
he mostly abused drugs and lived like a libertine, Bowie searched
through Buddhism, Satanism and Nietzsche’s existential philosophy for
the balm to the raging angst in his soul. At one point he quipped that
he had even tried to make a religion out of pottery and finally settled
on singing as his faith of choice.
Still
the London-born glam rock pioneer was searching. In an interview in
2003, he recognized he could never utterly reject faith. “I’m not quite
an atheist,” he said. “I’m almost an atheist. (But) all the clichés are
true. The years really do speed by. Life really is short as they tell
you it is. And there really is a God.”
Bowie’s
final music video based on his song, “Lazarus,” portrays him bandaged
in a hospital bed while the opening line sings hauntingly: “Look up
here, I’m in Heaven.” The track was on his last album, “Blackstar,” a
hodgepodge of mysticism and the occult, released three days before his
death.
His
1976 track “Station to Station” was about the cross of Christ, Bowie
said. “The ‘Station to Station’ track is very much concerned with the
Stations of the Cross,” Bowie told Q magazine. “I’ve never read a review
that really sussed it.”
Photo captions: 1) David Bowie. 2) Mark Ellis.
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